Tuesday, March 27

Esther

Tonight I finished the Beth Moore study of the book of Esther with my Women's Small Group.  What an amazing story!  And so much more lies within the words as you did deep into it with Beth.  I've enjoyed every single homework page and have come out more wise.  Here are some profound pieces, mostly that are Beth's words, that I don't want to forget.  I've bold my favorites.

You can't amputate your history from your destiny.  That's what redemption is!

God reserves the right to tell us what happened in The Bible, without telling us how He reacted to is.  He is so wholly secure in His own spotless integrity that He doesn't have to be accountable to us.

We can't depend on a good mood to get us through.  We need more than a mood.  We need a mind-set.

Remember what God has done for you!  Remember who you are.

It will often be a crisis for God to pivot our direction.

Psalm 100:3 Know that the Lord is God.  it is He who made us, and we are His; we are His people, the sheep of His pasture.

Most of our problems are a world deeper than our appearances.

We need to force ourselves to tell the difference between simple inconveniences and authentic tribulations.

I was not called to an easy life.  I was called to a purposeful life.  

It is in the times of greatest struggle, when you make the Godward decision over convenience ... you have come to a critical moment in the fulfillment of your destiny.  A defining moment.

In a crisis situation there is no neutral position.  A failure to decide brings personal loss and misses the opportunity to fulfill God's purposes.

No one is born brave.  The most said command in the Bible from God to us is "Do not be afraid!"

You may be one brave decision away from the most important step in your destiny.

1 John 4:18 Perfect love casts out fear

Once Satan sees what we believe would be the end of us, he threatens and torments us with it.

We must determine to trust Him no matter what.  Sometimes God's hand is so close that it covers our eyes.

God isn't interested in our stellar performance, but in our hearts.

Nothing leaves us more hollow that being full of ourselves.

Wait upon the Lord, that's where our strength comes from.

God is never late, but He misses a few good opportunities to be early.

Great lives are never achieved by making greatness the goal.  To live for the greatness of God is to live the great life.  Everyone who embraces the glory of God as our purpose will end up doing great things precisely because we do God-things!

His patience always involves His passion.

We can't fret our way to victory!

We fear things we just made up!  God doesn't save us from our vain imagination.

If [something terrible] happens, then God!  If [this], then God!  He'll always be there.

Isaiah 49:16 "See, I have engraved you on the palm of my hands."  Meaning that God holds us so tight that we leave a mark in His hand.  Know that when you are in a tight fist of your own fear, He has you held even tighter!

Divine work through ordinary means is what we call Providence.  Providence cancels out every coincidence.

My paraphrase of Psalm 16:5:  I chose Him and He chooses me.

Getting the credit is the wrong reason to do the right thing.

God knows.  God sees.  God acts.  God is for us.

I hope some of these words can entice you to get a group of women together and take this journey.  It's sure tough being a woman!

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Monday, March 19

She's so polite

amelia: can i have some of your cheetos? me: what do you say? amelia: give me some.

Too long and it ends today!

Since the inception of my Facebook account, my blogging has increasingly because less and less.  Which is mostly bad.  The only good reason was that I posted fun, quick things more regularly.  The bad is that those comments are now gone, as Facebook does not archive all our cute moments for later reading.  So today it ends.  I started this blog to be a scrapbook for my kids, and I am committed to putting things back on.  I don't scrapbook.  I never journal.  I throw away 90% of the arts and crafts that they make.  And we've either lost photos from computer crashes, or I don't get the camera out nearly enough to have those memories either.  What will my children have someday when their older?  Memories?  I know how well those have fared for me.  My mother has better memories of my childhood than I do!

The past 6+ months, I've been actively searching for my current calling. What does God want me doing now?  What kind of legacy does He want us to create with our family?  What do I want to be when I grow up?  Now that I am done having children, and they are all at some sort of school age -- I feel like this is the next step in my life.  Time to settle in.  It's time to create something that will be our legacy.  Or how a friend of mine put it, what is our "family farm."

I want something different for my family than the norm.  With a family of 6, it's not easy anyway you do it, so why not do it the way you want.  Billy and I started B Fabulous BBQ for two main reasons, to do something we love, and to have a place for our children to learn sound work ethic alongside us.

Along this journey of searching for my calling, God has brought me to Homeschooling.  What?!  Homeschooling? Excuse me, Father, but remember me?  I'm the one that doesn't even like my kids!  And I already have plenty of my plate.  But I kept hearing Him pretty loud and clear, "I'll equip you.  Be faithful.  This will bring you closer to Me.  This will keep you focused on what is important."

When we started praying about B Fab, we grew closer to God and our faith deepened by letting go and trusting His plan for us.  It paid off!  We have had tremendous blessing thru the decision to start B Fab BBQ and the opportunities keep coming week after week.

I see how Homeschooling could be another way that my faith will grow and I will depend even more on God.  Not only will I be a better person for His glory, but I'll be a better example to my kiddos.  Oh, how I long to be a better mother!  But don't get me wrong, this is not a selfish endeavor to try to make a better Deanna, it's with the best interest of my children's lives in mind as a whole.
  • More family time
  • More control over their curriculum
  • Teaching to their strengths and learning style
  • Better teacher to kid ratio
  • Learning by doing, not just in a classroom discussing
  • Flexibility with their schedule so they can see their dads more
  • Less crazy evenings
  • The list goes on ...
I'm really excited about curriculum!  I'm so excited about unit studies about: our state of Iowa, our nation, the Presidents, the solar system, mammals, the Bible.  And this summer a garden!  If I'm pumped up about learning these things (and so much more!) certainly I can find ways to get my kids excited too, right?!

As I type this, Ellie is playing one-on-one with Amelia.  She dressed her up, gave her a name, taught her "princess manners" and is currently teaching her a song/dance/skit.  I have an internal hug of joy as I watch Ellie "teach" Amelia and the thought of lots of other opportunities that this can happen.  And for Jack to teach Evelyn.  And Amelia to teach Jack!

As we begin this journey this summer, I'd love your support thru prayer and thru fun ideas to be a super-duper teacher!  The internet is SUCH a blessing for Homeschoolers.  There are tons of great blogs, free learning websites, and more!   If you have one that you like to send your kiddos to for learning games, or a resource you use for crafts or projects.  Let me know!  My kids will appreciate you!